[Birthday.]

And all I can say is that in fact I was wandering and dying when he found me.


The forest was so dark. I was only searching for the sea, but it was so far away.
I couldn't find it. I kept walking for no reason, as if moved by something I just wasn't
able to understand.

Then I heard the light. Then he found me.

I never knew what tears of joy were until then.







Today I realize I'm the most blessed person on earth just because of this.
I'm able to listen to his voice everday, no matter what.

His birthday is always a good reason to keep smiling like an idiot all the day long.
Even when I'm sick as hell. As always. It's kind of a tradition to be sick on his birthday,
I still don't know why. F*cking common cold, I hate you so much, but won't ruin those
days, did you get that?

I'm not in the mood to be exactly poetic. I'm just in the mood to cry easly enough
to keep saying 'Hyde I love you so freaking much that I'm not even able to think what
in the f*cking earth would I be doing without you' without crying my eyes out.

(As if they were not teary enough because of the freaking common cold LOL)

I can keep saying this all day. Seriously. I love you, my boy ~ I hope there's a way
even in Heaven for you to know it somehow.

Thank you so much for everything you've done for me.
Thank you for giving me all the strenght I needed always. For being there for me
when no one else was, and when everything was alright to make even happier.

I pray you'll always be fine. It's too cliché to say that I wish you the best, but even so,
I do. If there is someone on this world that I think that deserves to be happy it's you.

Thank you for being always taking extremely good care of that weird thingy always
clinging into you, it's my soul.

And so on ~ That's it. I've already ran out of words. Not proud of it, but that's it.
When there is actually no one bothering me in here, I wil try to write properly.

But for now, again, thank you much, and Happy Birthday, Hychan.

I love you the most, my sweet prince ~




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