Lonelyness

Its so hard to wake up looking at the empty side of my bed.
Its so hard to remember you're far.
Its so hard to progress in everyday life basis knowing that there is sometthing missing.
Its so hard to go somewhere in you're not there.
Its so hard to go out at night and can't have a dance with you.
Its so hard to know that when I get home I'll find lonelyness, emptyness within four walls.
Its so hard to fight against feelings when you know they have every reason to be sad.
Its so hard to have found the right person but simply can not be with her.
Its so hard to look around and nothing has meaning.
Its so hard to search for the north and my compass isn't working.
Its so hard trying to hide my pain when it can be visible even by a child.
Its so hard to know there is nothing more I can do besides waiting.
Its so hard, so hard to live with a hollow heart filled only with the air of lonelyness.

(Idealized & written by Mystic)

Well, it has been long since I wrote something sad, but sometimes its good to remember that we suffer.
Once one said: " the man that pain has never educated will always remain a child."
So write this to remember that my pain is caused because of missing someone very important and she knows who she is.

One love




On April 19 2008 1 Views

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