Por donde empezar no? Esto es simplemente del cierre de este fotolog que marco una historia.
Alguien me dijo alguna vez que: "El amor nace con una mirada, crece con un beso y muere en un lagrima"
Te apareciste en mi vida sin reparo, frenaste el instante en el que te vi, mis ojos se clavaron en tus labios, desde aquel dia, nunca mas te dejé ir. Me besaste luego de un dia de conocernos, de repente las mariposas se arremolinaron en mi vientre, no olvidare jamas un te quiero tuyo, esos se han clavado en mi mente.
Ayer, tras muchas lagrimas que cayeron, se vio un pequeño velorio interno, un simple adios que hasta tenia feretro.
A veces me he preguntado que se siente hacer algo contra tu voluntad, hacer algo contra tu corazon, hoy lo siento en carne propia, cuando no podes dilucidar la vida sin el otro y no podes tolerar mas la vida con el otro no hay muchas salidas.
"Y morirme contigo si te matas
y matarme contigo si te mueres
porque el amor cuando no muere mata
porque amores que matan nunca mueren."
Asi estoy creyendo que esto nunca va a morir, siento que no solo no puedo olvidarte sino que no quiero, sos una parte de mi hace mucho tiempo, dejaste una huella en mi corazon muy importante, me hiciste crecer, me demostraste el verdadero cariño.
Alguien dijo alguna vez que "El tiempo es el mayor enemigo del hombre" bueno, para mi se ha convertido en un rival que no quiero ni mirar. Generalmente cuando a uno le pasan estas cosas suele reprocharse lo que no hizo:
- "Deberia haberlo cuidado mas"
- "Deberia haberlo disfrutado mas"
- "Deberia haber guardado cada uno de sus momentos como en cajitas de cristal"
Pero es tarde y no hay reloj que vuelva atras.
Jorge: Te quise mucho, perdon, se que no estoy usando las palabras correctas y por lo menos en este escrito pienso hacerlo, te ame, si, y lo sabes y sabes que todavia siento millones de cosas por vos, sabes tambien que el significado del verdadero amor me lo diste vos, porque no lo conocia. Sabes tambien lo que me cuesta arrancarte de mi corazon, porque no imagino mi vida sin vos.
En el fondo de mi alma siento que nunca me voy a perdonar dejarte ir, pero se que hice mi mayor esfuerzo por retenerte y aun asi no se pudo. Esta vez la opcion no fue mia, fue mas tuya indirectamente, y no es reproche, simplemente que creo que no pude mas frente a eso.
Y ya no se que mas decir....
Simplemente, te quiero y gracias por todo lo que me diste en este tiempo, sos una gran persona, ojala algun dia te valores como lo mereces, y juntes fuerzas para vencer a los fantasmas que te apresan, si no es por vos, hacelo por mi, por todo lo que vivimos juntos, que aunque fue poco fue muy intenso.
Y no puedo evitar la sensacion que cometo uno de los errores mas grandes de mi vida... ese sabor amargo y el deseo de jamas dejarte ir...
TE QUIERO
Anita
PD: Este fotolog efectivamente se mantendra cerrado de ahora en mas... por respeto a lo que significa para mi, probablemente nos cruzemos en otros lados ANABEL
On February 26 2007
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gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
Sometimes I need some time...on myown Sometimes I need some time...all aloneEverybody needs some time...on their ownDon't you know you need some time...all aloneAnd when your fears subsideAnd shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhhI know that you can love meWhen there's no one left to blameSo never mind the darknessWe still can find a way'Cause nothin' lasts foreverEven cold November rainDon't ya think that you need somebodyDon't ya think that you need someoneEverybody needs somebodyYou're not the only oneYou're not the only one
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
GUNS N ROSES - NOVEMBER RAINWhen I look into your eyesI can see a love restrainedBut darlin' when I hold youDon't you know I feel the same'Cause nothin' lasts foreverAnd we both know hearts can changeAnd it's hard to hold a candleIn the cold November rainWe've been through this such a long long timeJust tryin' to kill the painBut lovers always come and lovers always goAn no one's really sure who's lettin' go todayWalking awayIf we could take the time to lay it on the lineI could rest my headJust knowin' that you were mineAll mineSo if you want to love methen darlin' don't refrainOr I'll just end up walkin'In the cold November rainDo you need some time...on your ownDo you need some time...all aloneEverybody needs some time...on their ownDon't you know you need some time...all aloneI know it's hard to keep an open heartWhen even friends seem out to harm youBut if you could heal a broken heartWouldn't time be out to charm you
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
Its been a long, long, long, long timeSince Ive had your love here in my handsWe didnt understand it, we couldnt understand itBut, nothings fair in love and hateYou lay it all down and walk away, before its too lateWe danced all night as the music playedThe sheets got tangled in the mess we madeThere in the stains, we remainNo one left to blameMy hearts breaking even, now theres no use we even tryHey I cried, yeah I lied, hell I almost diedDont got a reasonLets just fold the cards and say good-byeIts all right, just two hearts breaking even tonightGo on, get on with your lifeYeah - Ill get on with mineBroken hearts cant call the copsYeah - its a perfect crimeTwisting and turning the night keeps me yearningIm burning aliveIm paying the price againBut Ill see the light againMy hearts breaking even, now theres no use we even tryHey I cried, yeah I lied, hell I almost diedDont got a reasonLets just fold the cards and say good-byeIts all right, just two hearts breaking even tonight
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
BON JOVI - Hearts Breaking EvenIts been a cold, cold, cold, cold night, tonightAnd I cant get you off of my mindGod knows Ive triedDid I throw away the best part of my lifeWhen I cut you offDid I cut myself with the same damn knifeHide my tears in the pouring rainHad my share of hurt and painDont say my name, run away, cause its all in vainMy hearts breaking even, now theres no use we even tryHey I cried, yeah I lied, hell I almost diedDont got a reasonLets just fold the cards and say good-byeIts all right, just two hearts breaking even tonight
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
ROBBIE WILLIAMS - SheŽs the one"She's the One"I was her she was meWe were one we were freeAnd if there's somebody calling me onShe's the oneIf there's somebody calling me onShe's the oneWe were young we were wrongWe were fine all alongIf there's somebody calling me onShe's the oneWhen you get to where you wanna goAnd you know the things you wanna knowYou're smilingWhen you said what you wanna sayAnd you know the way you wanna playYou'll be so high you'll be flyingThough the sea will be strongI know we'll carry onCos if there's somebody calling me onShe's the oneIf there's somebody calling me onShe's the oneWhen you get to where you wanna goAnd you know the things you wanna knowYou're smilingWhen you said what you wanna sayAnd you know the way you wanna say itYou'll be so high you'll be flyingI was her she was meWe were one we were freeIf there's somebody calling me onShe's the oneIf there's somebody calling me onShe's the oneIf there's somebody calling me onShe's the oneYeah she's the oneIf there's somebody calling me onShe's the oneShe's the oneIf there's somebody calling me onShe's the one
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
Don't let me get meI'm my own worst enemyIts bad when you annoy yourselfSo irritatingDon't wanna be my friend no moreI wanna be somebody elseDoctor, doctor won't you please prescribesomethinA day in the life of someone else?Don't let me get meDon't let me get meI'm my own worst enemyIts bad when you annoy yourselfSo irritatingDon't wanna be my friend no moreI wanna be somebody else
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
DonŽt let me get me - PinkNever win first place, I don't support the teamI can't take direction, and my socks are nevercleanTeachers dated me, my parents hated meI was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin'rightEveryday I fight a war against the mirrorI can't take the person starin' back at meI'm a hazard to myselfDon't let me get meI'm my own worst enemyIts bad when you annoy yourselfSo irritatingDon't wanna be my friend no moreI wanna be somebody elseI wanna be somebody else, yeahLA told me, "You'll be a pop star,All you have to change is everything you are."Tired of being compared to damn Britney SpearsShe's so pretty, that just ain't meDoctor, doctor won't you please prescribesomethinA day in the life of someone else?Cuz I'm a hazard to myselfDon't let me get meI'm my own worst enemyIts bad when you annoy yourselfSo irritatingDon't wanna be my friend no moreI wanna be somebody else
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
QUE VA A SER DE MI - ISMAEL SERRANOQué va a ser de mí, volveré a mentir de nuevo.Llenaré mi cama de fantasmas, de muertos.Contaré los días, las calles que nos separan.Las tardes de domingo esperaré tu llamada.Maldeciré a las parejas que, abrazadas,sueñan con habitaciones de hotel desocupadas.Y odiaré con calma tu risa,todas mis palabras, nuestra despedida.Qué va a ser de mí, les diré barbaridadesa las mujeres hermosas que pasen por mi calle.Sin que me invites, me colaré en tus fiestas.Cuando venga tu recuerdo, reiré con violencia.Iré a buscarte a los sitios acordadosaunque tú no vengas, aunque me hayas olvidado.Te escribiré los versos que nunca te hice,seré puntual como siempre quisiste.Qué va a ser de mí, emprenderé un largo viajepara que el eco de tus noches nunca me alcance.Qué va a ser de mí, dudo que en ningún barme puedan servir todo el alcohol que necesito para olvidar.Iré a buscarte a los sitios acordadosaunque tú no vengas, aunque me hayas olvidado.Te escribiré las cartas que nunca te hice,seré puntual como siempre quisiste.
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
"With Or Without You"See the stone set in your eyesSee the thorn twist in your sideI wait for youSleight of hand and twist of fateOn a bed of nails she makes me waitAnd I wait without youWith or without youWith or without youThrough the storm we reach the shoreYou give it all but I want moreAnd I'm waiting for youWith or without youWith or without youI can't liveWith or without youAnd you give yourself awayAnd you give yourself awayAnd you giveAnd you giveAnd you give yourself awayMy hands are tiedMy body bruised, she's got me withNothing to win andNothing left to loseAnd you give yourself awayAnd you give yourself awayAnd you giveAnd you giveAnd you give yourself awayWith or without youWith or without youI can't liveWith or without youWith or without youWith or without youI can't liveWith or without youWith or without you
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
And turn it to a beacon burning endlessly brightI gotta follow it cause everything I knowWell, its nothing till I give it to youI can make the runner stumbleI can make the final blockAnd I can make every tackle at the sound of the whistleAnd I can make all the stadiums rockI can make tonight foreverOr I can make it disappear by the dawnAnd I can make you every promise thats ever been madeAnd I can make all your demons be goneBut Im never gonna make it without youDo you really wanna see me crawl ?And Im never gonna make it like you doMaking love out of nothing at allMaking loveOut of nothing at all...
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL (Air Supply)I know just how to whisperAnd I know just how to cryI know just where I find the answersAnd I know just how to lieI know just how to fake itAnd I know just how to schemeI know just when to face the truthAnd then I know just when to dreamAnd I know just where I touch youAnd I know just what to proveI know when to pull you closerAnd I know when to let you looseAnd I know the night is fadingAnd I know the times gonna flyAnd Im never gonna tell you everything I gotta tell youBut I know Ive got to give it a tryAnd I know the roads to richesAnd I know the ways to painI know all the rules and then I know how to breakemAnd then I always know the name of the gameBut I dont know how to leave youAnd Ill never let you fallAnd I dont know how you do itMaking love out of nothing at allMaking loveOut of nothing at all(x5)Everytime I see you, well the rays of the sun are allStreaming through the waves in your hairAnd every star in the sky is taking aim at your eyesLike a spotlightThe beating of my heart is a drum and its lostAnd its looking for a rhythm like youYou can take the darkness from the deep of the night
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
FUE AMOR - FABIANA CANTILOYo podría haberlo hecho mejorvos podrías acercarte a miyo intuía que esto, mi amorse rompía y esto es siempre así.La verdad es que todo fuetan extraño, tan extraño al fin. Vos buscando el polvo de Diosyo bebía para irme de aquí. Cada vez que pienso en vos fue amor, fue amor... Cada vez que pienso en vos fue amor, fue amor... Todo el mundo me habla de vosy puedo dejar de reirlo que haces y a donde vasde tu depto siempre a Pix D'Ami. No está bien romper un corazóndeja vú de lo que va a venirvos querías verme feliz, yo quería verte revivir. Cada vez que pienso en vos fue amor, fue amor... Estos días que corren, mi amores aquí que nos tocó vivirenredados en los cables de Entelde algún sueño vamos a salir. Como siempre vuelvo a ensayary los pibes siempre están ahíhay un boomerang en la city, mi amortodo vuelve, como vos decís. Cada vez que pienso en vos fue amor, fue amor...
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
TU RECUERDO - RICKY MARTINTu recuerdo sigue aquícomo un aguacero rompe fuerte sobre mípero a fuego lento quema y moja por igualy ya no sE lo que pensarsi tu recuerdo me hace bien o me hace malUn beso gris, un beso blancotodo depende del lugarque yo me fui. Eso esta claropero tu recuerdo no se vaSiento tus labios en las noches de veranoahí están, cuidándome en mi soledadpero a veces me quieren matartu recuerdo sigue aquí (repite coro)A veces gris, a veces blancotodo depende del lugarque tú te fuiste,de eso es pasado yosé que te tengo que olvidarpero yo le puse una velita a todos mis santosAhí está, pa' que pienses mucho en míno deve pensar en mítu recuerdo sigue aquí (repite coro)(Piensa en mí) E sentido tu y veneno el corazón(Te hace bien) Quema y moja, que viene y va(Tu donde estas?) Atrapado entre los versosY el adióstu recuerdo sigue aquícomo aguacero de mayo rompe fuerte sobre míy cae tan fuerte que hasta me quema hasta la pielquema y moja por igualY ya no sé lo que pensarsi tu recuerdo me hace bien o me hace maltu recuerdo sigue aquíLe lo lay le lo le lorompe fuerte sobre mípero que rompe, rompe, el corazónQuema y moja por igualsé que te tengo que olvidarsi tu recuerdo me hace bien o me hace mal
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
And I need you now tonightAnd I need you more than everAnd if you'll only hold me tightWe'll be holding on foreverAnd we'll only be making it rightCause we'll never be wrong togetherWe can take it to the end of the lineYour love is like a shadow on me all of the timeI don't know what to do and I'm always in the darkWe're living in a powder keg and giving off sparksI really need you tonightForever's gonna start tonightForever's gonna start tonightOnce upon a time I was falling in loveBut now I'm only falling apartThere's nothing I can doA total eclipse of the heartOnce upon a time there was light in my lifeBut now there's only love in the darkNothing I can sayA total eclipse of the heart
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the timeI don't know what to do and I'm always in the darkWe're living in a powder keg and giving off sparksI really need you tonightForever's gonna start tonightForever's gonna start tonightOnce upon a time I was falling in loveBut now I'm only falling apartThere's nothing I can doA total eclipse of the heartOnce upon a time there was light in my lifeBut now there's only love in the darkNothing I can sayA total eclipse of the heartTurnaround bright eyesTurnaround bright eyesTurnaround, every now and then I knowyou'll never be the boy you always you wanted to beTurnaround, every now and then I knowyou'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I amTurnaround, every now and then I knowthere's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as youTurnaround, every now and then I knowthere's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't doTurnaround bright eyes, Every now andthen I fall apartTurnaround bright eyes, Every now andthen I fall apart
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART (Bonnie Tyler )Turnaround, every now and then I get alittle bit lonely and you're never coming aroundTurnaround, Every now and then I get alittle bit tired of listening to the sound of my tearsTurnaround, Every now and then I get alittle bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone byTurnaround, Every now and then I get alittle bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyesTurnaround bright eyes, Every now andthen I fall apartTurnaround bright eyes, Every now andthen I fall apartTurnaround, Every now and then I get alittle bit restless and I dream of something wildTurnaround, Every now and then I get alittle bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your armsTurnaround, Every now and then I get alittle bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cryTurnaround, Every now and then I get alittle bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyesTurnaround bright eyes, Every now andthen I fall apartTurnaround bright eyes, Every now andthen I fall apartAnd I need you now tonightAnd I need you more than everAnd if you'll only hold me tightWe'll be holding on foreverAnd we'll only be making it rightCause we'll never be wrong togetherWe can take it to the end of the line
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
RICARDO ARJONA - PARA BIEN O PARA MALCon mi amor y tus recesos,tus delirios y accidentes.Tu dolor y mis tropiezos,tus colirios, mis pendiente.Con tu falda arremangada,Con mi angustia recurrente,Con tu espalda en tres almohadas,y mi astucia haciendo un puente.Tu pezón amenazando,y mi boca haciendo fiesta.Un colchón de contrabando,y la ropa haciendo siesta.Mi almidón y tu eficacia,tu chantaje y mi venganzami sillón y tu acrobacia,mi equipaje y tu esperanza.Para bien o para mal ya se escribió.Para bien o para mal ya se archivó.Para bien o para mal se nos fugó.Con tu historia y mis antojos,con tu llave y mis cerrojos,para bien o para malse terminó.Con tu amor tan disfrazado,mis mentiras, tus inventos.Con tu odio enamorado,y el reloj matando el tiempo.La pasión en decadencia,la emoción en bancarrotasufrirá la descendencialas infamias de tu boca.Para bien o para mal ya se escribió.Para bien o para mal ya se archivó.Para bien o para mal se nos fugó.Para bien o para mal ya se escribió.Para bien o para mal ya se archivó.Con tu historia y mis antojos,con tu llave y mis cerrojos,para bien o para malse terminó... se terminóPara bien o para mal...Para bien o para mal ya se escribió.Con tu historia y mis antojos,con tu llave y mis cerrojos,se terminó.
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
QUEEN - ITŽS A HARD LIFEI dont want my freedomTheres no reason for living with a broken heartThis is a tricky situationIve only got myself to blameIts just a simple fact of lifeIt can happen to anyoneYou win - you loseIts a chance you have to take with loveOh yeah - I fell in loveAnd now you say its over and Im falling apartIts a hard lifeTo be true lovers togetherTo love and live forever in each others heartsIts a long hard fightTo learn to care for each otherTo trust in one another right from the startWhen youre in loveI try and mend the broken piecesI try to fight back the tearsThey say its just a state of mindBut it happens to everyoneHow it hurts - deep insideWhen your love has cut you down to sizeLife is tough - on your ownNow Im waiting for something to fall from the skiesAnd Im waiting for loveYes its a hard lifeTwo lovers togetherTo love and live forever in each others heartsIts a long hard fightTo learn to care for each otherTo trust in one another - right from the startWhen youre in loveYes its a hard lifeIn a world thats filled with sorrowThere are people searching for love in evry wayIts a long hard fightBut Ill always live for tomorrowIll look back on myself and say I did it for loveYes I did it for love - for love - oh I did it for love
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
Spending my timeWatching the days go byFeeling so smallI stare at the wallHoping that you are missing me tooI'm spending my timeWatching the sun go downI fall asleep to the soundOf "tears of a clown"A prayer gone blind
gitana_anita
On 26/02/2007
No quiero ninguna firma en este post... el que quiera decirme algo que me mande un mail a anitagitana@gmail.com... Spending my time - RoxetteWhat's the time?Seems its already morningI see the sky, its so beautiful and blueThe TV's onBut the only thing showing is a picture of youOh, I get up and make myself some coffeeI try to read a bit but the story's too thinThen I thank the Lord aboveThat you're not there to see meIn this shape I'm inSpending my timeWatching the days go byFeeling so smallI stare at the wallHoping that you think of me tooI'm spending my timeI try to call but I don't know what to tell youI leave a kiss on your answering machineOh, help me pleaseIs there someone who can make meWake up from this dream?Spending my timeWatching the days go byFeeling so smallI stare at the wallHoping that you are missing me tooI'm spending my timeWatching the sun go downI fall asleep to the soundOf "tears of a clown"A prayer gone blindI'm spending my timeMy friends keep telling me:Hey, life will go onTime will make sure will get over youThis silly game of love you play you win only to lose
