How low can you be? it is difficult to tell these days. I guess no one can be this low. Nothing seems to fit. Nothing is worthwhile doing or looking at. Those beautiful and bright colours have fade away forever. No one will ever bring them back. Life is boring, dull and empty and I don't intend to keep it. Like that song it says: "I don't wanna die, but I ain't keen on living either". It means the same to me. I guess I have been dead for a while but I belong to the that group called: " The living dead". I used to feel like a human being a while ago but now it is the same as I used to be. Nothing has changed. It is true I learned a lot but the feeling of hopelessness is getting stronger everyday... The life as I knew it has gone away for good.
Two things that make me feel that not everything is lost:
1- Looking at the sky and see how clouds move soo fast and lightly.
2.- Seeing the sea shining bright.
On January 17 2012
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