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AND AS IT WENT, SO IT GOES (no, the irony isnt lost on me)
I never thought I'd be doing this.
I've written this first line several times and deleted it every attempt.
I'm sat here trying to comprehend writing an obituary for the single most beloved thing in my life and for every emotion that may be coursing through my veins I can't find a single word, mumble, utterance or sob that conveys how I feel while I'm up these walls and down this well.
There are no smart words, picturesque analogies or romantic ramblings that can replace or cover up pure heart felt emotion, and so the simple, the most direct, honest and throat choked way I can say what I want is this...........I am empty and heartbroken that Black Wire have had to disband.
I'm angry and upset but not at anyone.
I'm just angry and upset.
Quite obviously there will never be phone lines conjoured up, magazines won't have help forums and the world keeps turning, but for every pulse and breath I'll gag and wheeze.
I've had the most incredible, indescribable time of my life.
Most bands sign off in a flurry of flicked wrist comments and off handed spoutations of how dreadful and weary the music industry is.
It is. They are. It always will be.
I advise anyone starting a band to stick every finger, toe and tongue up to the grinding rusty cogs of mindlessness.
But do it any way so you can feel that viscerial thrill and complete abandonment of doing whatever the fuck you want with your best friends and getting away with it.
Myself. Myself....never wants to touch an instrument again in case trapped ghosts whisk me off. I don't mind admiting that terror and fear sit with me.
I want my best friends to always be my best friends.
Thank you all for every slap on the back and every cheer between every song.
se acabo black wire
sin palabras :(
On August 17 2007
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isabellemortelle
On 26/08/2007
Entrè aca y vengo a leer esto u_u no no es justo! estoy tan triste ellos me gustan tanto kiero llorar =(.
Saludos al dueño de este hermoso flog, me uno a su pena.
been_insane
On 17/08/2007
nunca los voy a ver en vivo
te das cuenta?
(?)
todo mal
ahora cuando hagamos karaoke me voy a poner emo
simon de mierda
lo odio
