no pregunten pq no respondere

just a wounded knight
fighting a battle that
will only destroy me
how can i destroy a half of myself to win?
just a patethic tryout to be better
but just to be completely overwhelmed
someone once said
"an angel's blessing can prepare a soldier better than a thousand military drills"
that's true
but what happens when the drills are not enough?
and what happens when that angel left you ?
i am overwhelmed and nearly destroyed by a power
that i wielded once
a power that was mine and now it's against me
i can no longer ask for someone's help
i must face it alone
but it really hurts me
i am near the destruction of myself and i can't help it
i can't neither give up and surrender cuz that's against my nature
2 attacks made and both a complete defeat
i don't know if i even have a chance to win this battle
since you left me i have been destroyed inside and i can't rebuild it
i am fading and nothing can stop it
my wounds won't heal
the weigh of my mistakes and your pain that i carry won't lighten
my weapons are almost broken
my armor completely pierced
my shield entirely destroyed
my spirit nearly extinguished
my soul is falling in the darkness
every day that passes i become more and more into an empt shell
no one before told me that kind words to me
no one else have felt something for me
now i'm worst than before
now i need to be with someone
now i need you more than ever
but now i don't have you anymore with me
so i must just go ahead and fight a lost battle
being destroyed bye the forces that i once used and abandoned to become someone better
but i couldn't
my dreams were destroyed and i can't rebuild them
maybe i must go in a banishment
maybe i must just give up
maybe i need to be destroyed and forgotten
forgotten as a bad memory
i can no longer fight
i have no reason to fight
no one to protect
no one to love
i'm fighting just because it started and i had to face it
if i win i'll be stronger
if i lose never mind i've lost the most important to me and looks like i can't recover it so nothing else matters
the flame of a burning spirit is being extinguished
and i can't light it by myself
now y must go to face the other "me" but i have been defeated averytime i face it
i thought i had the weapon required to destroy it
but it looks like that i need something else
something that i don't have
and something that i won't have
everything points to my destruction
but the only regret i have is having losing you
my angel
my love
my strength
my inspiration
my loved and dearest friend
i don't hope to win
i have no one to come back
i must just rise my sword and ride to the battle one more time
just to be defeated again
but if things turn for me i can maybe be killed this time
and finally rest from this fight that is taking avery pund of my strength and draining more and more my spirit and my will
i want to rest from this fight and looks like the only way to achieve it is being destroyed
i still have the fool hope of wining and recover everything i lost but it's just a foolish hope

los q no lo entiendan traduzcanlo en google noma




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