I did things I said I'd never like, and I don't feel shy because of that. That's what makes me what I am.
But that doesn't mean I've changed. I feel the same way I felt years ago, when I didn't care about people, not even about my people, not even about myself.
The only change happened in my life is that I've remembered why I didn't like all this shit. Now I'm happy again, because I met an old enemy and I won. I beg for five more years. The only thing I have to recognize is that now I don't want to be destructive, I'm over that.
But that doesn't make us weak. I'm not even wounded.
On March 28 2011
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